My Naughty Dairy
This is my naught dairy, I will update it when I am feeling naughty or have naughty thoughts that I don't want to forget, I will have the newest entry at the top and the further down you get the older they get, I hope to keep this regularly updated, all the entries will be posts as well as added here
01-10-2022 (link to post)
It's a new month, Halloween is getting closer (need to look for some sexy slutty costumes), I am starting to feel a bit better and the weather is turning colder.
I finally managed to do the 1000 views post, it took me a while but I finally managed to get it done, I hid a surprise in it for the people who will read it, but at the moment (9 hours later) no one has discovered it yet or done anything with it yet.
30-09-2022 (link to post)
I am starting to feel a bit better, I am still in pain but I have received strong pain killers for it, they are helping with the pain, I am gradually starting to feel like myself again.
I am planning on taking it easy this weekend and slowly start to do things again, I do plan on using my time to bring my site up to date with my Deviant Art so that I can continue uploading there too, I am also still working on something for the 1000 views, I thought about taking some pictures of myself all dressed up slutty but I don't have the energy to do anything like that. I will probably write a story about one of my sexual experiences or some of my deepest darkest fantasies.
29-09-2022 (link to post)
I am home from hospital, still in quite a bit of pain, I will be taking it easy the coming period.
28-09-2022 (link to post)
The pain was still present this morning, I went to the doctor, got sent through to A&E at the hospital, turns out I have a double pulmonary embolism and a lung infarct.
I am spending the night at hospital.
27-09-2022 (link to post)
I was a bad girl last night, I was too eager while edging and ended up cumming, after cumming I removed the panties I was wearing, I really need to get better at edging. Last night I also started having a bit of pain in my chest, it feels like a strained muscle, I will need to take it easy for the next couple of days.
I am home early today due to an issue in the office, my team was sent home so we can continue working from home, that gives me the possibility to upload quite a bit of posts while working.
I reached over 1000 page views today, I am currently still thinking about how to celebrate it, most likely more pictures of myself, I really need to take some new pictures soon, I hope to be able to do that when I am home alone for a week in October.
26-09-2022 (link to post)
I am in the office today, been sitting next to my team leader all day, haven't really had time to have a naughty chat or update my site because of it.
Mistress Wanda is now contributing towards my blog (my dominant persona has her own account for the more dominant posts), I decided to add her yesterday after I was unable to post any more because I had reached the post limit. I have some plans for her, mostly naughty dominant plans.
I should of really put on panties this morning for going into the office, I was running a bit late and I had seen there was traffic so I had to hurry to be on time so I had completely forgot about putting on panties. I will put them on tonight when I get home from the office and I will not cum tonight or tomorrow morning and wear panties all day tomorrow, I really need to be a good girl and wear panties daily.
I still get turned on by the idea of a coworker knowing what a slut I am, even if it was a female coworker who would make sure I am wearing panties and being a good girl.
Update: I am home now, in bed wearing panties like a good girl, I love being a good girl, I will edge myself a bit tonight, I won't be cumming, I will be sleeping in panties tonight like a good girl. I do kind of wish that I wasn't alone in bed, the idea of being in bed with someone, while wearing panties is such a turn on, the idea of them stroking my panties ass, squeezing it, the idea is so naughty, if someone did that to me I would become putty in there hands, just an eager slut who needs to be used.
25-09-2022 (link to post)
I have been doing my diary for 2 weeks now, I am proud of myself that I am able to keep this up.
Today I reached over 100 posts, I am now working on getting to 200, I also posted on Deviant Art for the first time since being suspended, I posted a censored picture of one of the pictures that had been removed, I will be uploading them when I get to them (I am uploading the pictures in order of creation, that is why they are getting better the more they are uploaded, I have 2165 pictures ready to be uploaded but that takes time to do). I will continue uploading for your enjoyment and my own 😉.
I am going to try and upload 5 posts a day or more and my diary daily from now on until I have uploaded all the pictures that are waiting to be uploaded. Then I can get started on the folder of pictures that still need to be edited (that has 6994 pictures in it and keeps on growing).
Thank you all for reading this, I have started "selling" faceapp requests, I needed to have a product on my Buy me a Coffee to get my account unsuspended, I am still offering them for free 😉, you can always donate on Buy me a Coffee, all the money will be going towards sextoys, slutty outfits, high heels or whore accessories.
24-09-2022 (link to post)
I didn't really do anything special, exciting, horny or naughty today. Spent most of the day cleaning, helping my parents get ready for a party (by moving furniture) and gaming.
I might dress up a bit tonight and watch some hypnosis videos to help melt my boy brain away.
I am proud of myself that I have managed to do my diary 13 consecutive days, tomorrow will be the 2 week mark, I don't usually manage to keep this up for long, I normally forget the third day and don't update it any more because I have missed a day.
23-09-2022 (link to post)
It is finally weekend, no more work, I have the whole weekend to enjoy myself. I have already planned it out, I have to sort out my Buy Me A Coffee, get my site up to date with DeviantArt, upload the censored pictures to DeviantArt and the NSFW ones here, play with myself, tidy up a bit. Possibly get dressed and play with toys.
22-09-2022 (link to post)
I have had the opportunity to chat with my Goddess, she has explained what is going on, it is good to hear from her.
My backend account for Buy me a Coffee has been removed because it is considered adult content so I will have to look into that, my DeviantArt account should be accessible soon.
Tonight I am hanging out with some coworkers and we are playing D&D together, I would love to play my true slutty bimbo self as a character but I have decided to stick with a male bard.
Spent most of my workday writing a report about everything that happened yesterday, so I didn't have as much time to play with myself while working. I have been a bit less horny or a different kind of horny lately, I have had less contact with my Goddess which fuels my horniness, I miss our contact, I understand she is having a tough time at the moment, I really want to help her what ever way I can, I hope she will let me help her out.
I'm excited about tomorrow, my Deviant Art account gets unsuspended tomorrow, I will be able to access my account and post my pictures there (censored so I don't get suspended again). That also means I need to upload quite a bit of pictures here so that they are equal with content and I need to censor the pictures that breach there policy.
Shit hit the fan at work today, one of the companies that I support had a massive issue that caused multiple priority 1 incidents, I was responsible for the priority 1 incidents, they put a dumb cock and cum obsessed sissy bimbo slut in charge of getting it sorted.
I was in charge of communication towards the customer and chasing the teams for information to resolve the problems. It was very stressful, I would much rather be tied up getting fucked or working the streets as a whore or even giving pleasure at a glory hole. But I have to earn money somehow so that means I have to do this stressful job so I can earn money to buy slutty outfits, sexy heels and fun sextoys. Yesterday I set up a Buy me a Coffee, you can support me there if you are interested, that makes it easier for me to buy slutty outfits and accessories. I am still thinking about a correct reward for the supporters, don't worry you will get something.
19-09-2022 (link to post)
I transferred my site to it's new domain today, that makes it easier to share the link because some sites where blocking it. I also added lots of new things today (please enjoy) and finished setting up my contact email so that you can contact me if you desire to do so.
I also heard at work today that I will be switching teams soon, I have previous experience with something that this new team is working with so I will be switching beginning of next month. That is exciting, I am looking forward to that.
My leg is still sore, I hope it gets better soon, it is giving some difficulty at the moment. It has had me thinking about being unable to move, in bed, dressed slutty of course and just being used all the time, whenever my captor feels like it, sharing me, abusing me, fucking me until all I can do is beg for more like a good girl.I don't really have anything to write about today, spent most of the day in bed sleeping and recovering from yesterday, no naughty thoughts really today. Sorry to disappoint you, I hope to have some naughty thoughts and updates tomorrow
17-09-2022 (link to post)
I had a long day of playing Airsoft with my friends, I had lots of fun, not a lot of naughty thoughts today, mostly focused on having fun with my friends.
One naughty thought that I have while playing Airsoft is the idea of someone who knows what a slut I am taking me to a secluded part of the field and fucking my brains out/raping me until I become a willing fucktoy for him.
I'm now going to go to sleep, love you all.
16-09-2022 (link to post)
I chatted with a man last night, he got angry about his ex and it was obvious he was angry, his anger made me feel so weak and helpless, I just became so horny that I could hardly think, the only other time that has happened was with my Goddess teasing me, I love being so horny I can't think, only a toy for men and women to play with. I was such a good girl that I didn't even cum last night, I slept the whole night in my mothers panties, this morning I was so horny that I came. After coming I always lose my horniness and take of what I am wearing (my slutty outfit or panties), partly because I don't want cum on them to keep them clean and the other part is because I am ashamed of myself, that only last for about 30 minutes before my horniness starts coming back.
In my lunch break I put on both pairs of my mothers panties and my red crotchless thong and while cheetah print panties. So right now I am wearing 4 pairs of panties, edging like a good girl. After work I need to start packing because I am going to play Airsoft with my friends tomorrow (I know a slut like me shouldn't do such a thing but being around all the manly men is such a turn on). I hope to be able to speak with my Goddess tonight and get approval to wear panties tomorrow while playing. I am worrying about my Goddess, we haven't spoken in a while and I miss her, I hope everything is going well with her, I really love her and miss her.
Today I have been a naughty girl, I have been chatting with some people on Twitter and one of them convinced me to get a pair of my mothers panties an wear them, so now I am wearing 2 pairs of my mothers panties at the moment, been edging all day, only did about a quarter of my work today because I have been edging most of the day.
I love being a dumb mindless slut, it feels so good, I wish I could quit my job and just be a toy for someone, get paid to get fucked, just be an object of desire. I know it is just a dream, no one would be interested in paying me for such a life style.
I am looking forward to being allowed back on Deviant Art, I have lots of new pictures ready (takes time uploading them here, very time consuming), and I have lots of pictures ready to be transformed into me. I love seeming my face on sexy bodies and slutty outfits, I am considering maybe ordering some new slutty outfits soon, I am not sure yet, I will have to discus it with my Goddess, I hope she will also allow me to be a whore for her when I am on holiday. I really need to get fucked again soon.
14-09-2022 (link to post)
I have been working from home all day today, didn't get much work done, I was too busy edging myself all day, I love feeling mindless. I still have the fantasy of a co-worker or customer knowing what a slut I am.
I also got my holiday approved today for a week of in October, I will beg my Goddess to allow me to meet up with people so I can get fucked hard, I need to be used again soon. I also plan on using Xhamster Live during my holiday, showing the world what a slut I am is such a turn on, I love being a naughty girl.
I don't have that much to say today, most of it was spent in a mindless bliss edging, I did manage to finish the page My Names (Personas) so that is good. I am really enjoying having this site, it lets me be myself, open and free.
13-09-2022 (link to post)
I have been a bad girl today, I woke up in time this morning but decided to have a little bit longer in bed, I had fallen asleep again, I had to rush to get ready this morning, I completely forgot to put on my bra and panties this morning, I am a dumb stupid idiot. I am going to beg my Goddess for forgiveness and punishment tonight, I don't deserve any better.
I am just a dumb horny slut, I am in the toilet at work playing with myself, thinking about getting abused by a co-worker, the idea is such a turn on but I am terrified of people finding out.
I have recently started feeling the need to be used more and more lately, in October I will be home alone and I am going to beg my Goddess to let me be a whore for her, I need to be used and abused.
Update:
I have just arrived home, feeling bad for not obeying my Goddess, that I have now put on my red crotchless panties and a pair of white cheetah panties, I will sleep in the bra tonight, if I put on my red bra now it will be obvious under my white shirt, I am not ready to get caught by my family yet.
I kind of wish I had a friend who I knew liked sissy sluts and also liked me, someone who would accidentally catch me in very slutty panties. He would make me work to keep him quite, he would abuses my mouth and ass. But after using me multiple times he would start to have feelings for me, he would buy me slutty outfits and high heels, he would treat me like a princess when he isn't fucking my brains out. I would love to have a friend like that.
I woke up late this morning, I had a really busy day yesterday and because I was so horny last night I couldn't get to sleep, I spent about 3 hours playing with myself last night before finally cumming and being able to fall asleep, I need to learn to fall asleep without cumming, I need to train myself for my future chastity.
I had a lot of annoying people at work today, they are all looking for an argument, I am tired, horny and I don't have the energy to deal with there shit. It is a thought that crosses my mind every so often, I wish one of the people who called for support knew who I really was, that he or she could call me a slut while I am working, making sure I am just a dumb bimbo, making me take over there computer and do my job while they have there webcam on showing me there cock or tits, calling me humiliating things while I am trying to do my job. It is such a turn on.
I have spent most of my day online playing with myself in stead of doing my job today, I am going to beg my Goddess to decide what I wear under my clothes to work tomorrow, I am in the office tomorrow.
I wish that I lived alone so that I could be dressed as a slut while working from home, I would have the webcam on so that the world can see what a slut I am, a remote control buttplug so you can tease me and of course a dildo on my desk for me to suck in between phone calls.
11-09-2022 (link to post)
I am just home from a weekend away with my work, I had quite a bit to drink last night with my co-workers, I kind of got horny, sitting next to my co-workers on a bench together, hips touching, I would have loved it if the male co-worker that I was sharing a room with would of used and abused my body, fucked me hard and deep, I would of been his willing fucktoy all night if he had asked it of me, I left the party a bit sooner than the rest because I had quite a bit to drink, I walked past a lingerie store, I would love to have the courage to go into a lingerie store and buy slutty lingerie but I am still very shy so I only order it online from sex shops.
The thought of my co-worker touching me while we are in bed still gets me very turned on, I am not going to forget this soon, I wish there was someone at work who knew about my secret (that I am a dumb slutty sissy bimbo slut) and that would use me like it, I would share a room with him, bring slutty clothes, I would have not checked out early like I did today, we would use all the time we had, I would make sure he leaves with empty ball, while I leave with a full sissy pussy (I would beg him to plug me after filling me up with cum). I would (if he demanded it) be his fucktoy in the office toilets for him, all I would require is a steady supply of slutty outfits/lingerie and cum, then he can use me as much as he wants, I would love that person to be my boss, to have the power over me of my job and also my sexual pleasure.
I would even consider asking my Goddess to allow me to have a second key made for my future chastity cage so that my boss would have that power over me too, I might even consider changing my job from IT Support Engineer to his personal secretary, as long as I still get a decent pay.
The idea of someone holding my secret above me, able to expose me if they desire is such a turn on but also terrifying at the same time, I know that I won't be able to fully comply with them all the time (because I am nervous, busy with social life or unable to meet to get fucked) so I know they will expose me and I am not ready yet to come out to the world. I am scared of what my family will think of me if they found out that I want to be a cock obsessed dumb latex bimbo sissy (maybe even full shemale/woman) slutty bondage cum drunk brainless fucktoy/whore, I just want other people to decide for me, I just want to be an object for pleasure
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