My Naughty Diary (11 September 2022)

 11-09-2022

I am just home from a weekend away with my work, I had quite a bit to drink last night with my co-workers, I kind of got horny, sitting next to my co-workers on a bench together, hips touching, I would have loved it if the male co-worker that I was sharing a room with would of used and abused my body, fucked me hard and deep, I would of been his willing fucktoy all night if he had asked it of me, I left the party a bit sooner than the rest because I had quite a bit to drink, I walked past a lingerie store, I would love to have the courage to go into a lingerie store and buy slutty lingerie but I am still very shy so I only order it online from sex shops.

The thought of my co-worker touching me while we are in bed still gets me very turned on, I am not going to forget this soon, I wish there was someone at work who knew about my secret (that I am a dumb slutty sissy bimbo slut) and that would use me like it, I would share a room with him, bring slutty clothes, I would have not checked out early like I did today, we would use all the time we had, I would make sure he leaves with empty ball, while I leave with a full sissy pussy (I would beg him to plug me after filling me up with cum). I would (if he demanded it) be his fucktoy in the office toilets for him, all I would require is a steady supply of slutty outfits/lingerie and cum, then he can use me as much as he wants, I would love that person to be my boss, to have the power over me of my job and also my sexual pleasure.

I would even consider asking my Goddess to allow me to have a second key made for my future chastity cage so that my boss would have that power over me too, I might even consider changing my job from IT Support Engineer to his personal secretary, as long as I still get a decent pay.

The idea of someone holding my secret above me, able to expose me if they desire is such a turn on but also terrifying at the same time, I know that I won't be able to fully comply with them all the time (because I am nervous, busy with social life or unable to meet to get fucked) so I know they will expose me and I am not ready yet to come out to the world. I am scared of what my family will think of me if they found out that I want to be a cock obsessed dumb latex bimbo sissy (maybe even full shemale/woman) slutty bondage cum drunk brainless fucktoy/whore, I just want other people to decide for me, I just want to be an object for pleasure